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    December 30

    Prosit Neujahr*新年快乐*Happy New Year!

    I am missing snowy Boston, in this sunny C.A. city ;-)
    December 24

    Winter break

    It's Xmas Eve. The campus is quiet like an abandoned village. Finally, it's my time to fly, to escape, and to join cheerful crowds in the warmer West Coast.
     
    Dec. 24-26, Las Vegas
    Dec. 26-27, Grand Canyon
    Dec. 27-30, L.A.
    Dec. 31-Jan.2, San Diego
    Jan. 3-13, New Orleans "Renaissance Village" social immersion
    Jan. 13, Back to Boston
    Jan. 14-onwards, NYC? or Skiing?
     
    Again, Merry Christmas to you all, my dear friends ;-)

    Frohe Weihnachten*圣诞快乐*Merry Christmas

    圣诞圣诞节到了. 这是我在异国的第一个圣诞,没有想象中的热闹.因为在国内,圣诞节大家都是在外面过的, 商家也使尽浑身解数招揽顾客; 而在这里,圣诞节是在家里过的,一家人团团圆圆,围坐在圣诞树边,靠着火炉拉家常,倒蛮有我们过春节的味儿. 所以, 圣诞的街上是罕见行人的,即使有,也是行色匆匆. 给国内的朋友打电话问候,告知今晚所有的出租车都是爆满, 酒吧也是,餐馆也是,商场更是. 跟这边的朋友抱怨冷清的圣诞节, 他们让我去纽约, 说那里必定热闹. 我想也是, 因为纽约也是个行色匆匆的城市, 没有典型的town-house生活, 人们或许更喜欢在外面度过圣诞夜. 另外一个原因便是, 纽约是个驿站, 有太多像我们这样的"北漂"一族, 愈是热闹的节日,愈发觉得内心的孤独. 赞花的blog上看到写下的文字,深同感受, 虽然她们天天在成都腐败, 有一大帮的死党相伴, 但内心的孤独, 不是按数量来计算. 虽然我们也是天天聚会, 不惜开车1个小时觅食, 但是, 还是怀念春节时什么也不干,即使猫居在家里睡觉吃饭的日子,因为有最亲的人相伴. 其实大多数的人都是群居动物, 也难怪我们写10年后的memoir, 我见过的90%都把家庭放在首位. 我想这才是我们内心真正的ambition, 申请时候写的essay都是bs, 不过是赚取入门费的罢了.而现在写下的, 才是我们生活中追求的goal.
     
     
    btw, 左边的台灯是前天去IKEA买的, 发现灯不贵, 灯泡竟然比灯还贵,呵呵.当时就在感慨,什么时候有自己的apt,可以按照自己的意愿去design, 去decorate. 虽然IKEA在这边是很cheap的牌子, 但是设计还是很新潮的,只要选得好,还是可以搭配出不"宜家"的感觉的, 呵呵. 现在去同学的apt, 一眼就能看出那些是IKEA, 那些是designer store的. 美国就是这样, 衣服也是, design大同小异, 很难找到很有个性的, 也许需要时间去"淘"吧. 就连晚礼服, 都能发现"撞衫"的, 还不止一件...
     
     
    转发一下赞花的blog:
     
    圣诞节,不知怎的在中国竟异化出了情人节的味道
    鲜花,礼物,烛光晚餐,处处洋溢着浪漫
    于是,单身的我们,便在这样的氛围下伤感起来
    内心的孤独感如涨潮一般,渐要没顶
     
    Lonely是怎样的一种感觉阿
    用再多的丰富多彩也填不满
    在熙来攘往的人群中,我们会觉得lonely
    在喧嚣的party上,我们会觉得lonely
    lonely, 只因为想念那双温暖的大手
    lonely, 只因为没人为我整理凌乱的发丝
    lonely, 只因为思念与你四目相对时彼此眼中星光
    December 21

    Möbius strip

    Dan

    Dan Brown is a genius. He made his worldwide fame by the best-seller The Da Vinci Code.  His other books are as intriguing as the prevailing one, Digital Fortress and Angels & Demons. The A&D talks about antisubstance, a contra-object to the molecule we take for granted. Again, Brown massaged the religion with science, in a harmonious way. A dead scientist, also a priest, was trying to prove that God created everything by discovering the antisubstance to support the assertion that "everything can be created from void".  Möbius strip was mentioned as an evidence that nothing is impossible. It is a challenge to Euclidean geometry that it is a surface with only one side and no boundary component. Möbius strip is not uncommon to us, as it has been widely used in artistic works esp. in modern art. But I never thought of its importance in mathematics and the way it challenges common sense that a piece of paper "should" have two sides. This guy is a genius; he is indeed. Each time reading his book, I will find something totally noval, creative, and intellectually intriguing, leading me to another world of thinking. Need to read his books in English though; maybe that will give me the touch of original mystery...

    December 18

    Mozart and...

    LastLast Friday, the Bach Society Orchestra of Harvard presented its last concert this year, performing Mozart's Symphony No. 38, "Prague", as the second one. It reminded me that this year's celebration of Mozart's 250th anniversary are approaching to the end. As early as last year, when I visited Salzburg, I could smell the scent of Mozart in the City of Music. To an extreme, Mozart is over-commercialized in his birthplace, with his head portrait on the chocolate in every window. Maybe he was right, choosing Vienna as the place to rest forever. Talents are unique in their specialty; but always with dramatic sad endings, like Van Gogh, like Beethovan, like Mozart... He died, alone, without a cementary, making his body one of the mysteries over centuries. Anway, whether the one buried under his statue in Vienna is or is not his does not matter any more; coz his music is authentic and that's what people care about most.
     
    Before his Symphony No. 38, the BachSoc performed a concertino, a winner work of the 2006-07 Composition Competition of Harvard. It consists of an abundance of solos, by various instruments of the orchestra, which is introduced as the great challenge and beauty of this concertino. However, to me, it falls into the prevailing trap of over-complication. Modern musicians are inclined to show off their techniques in playing the instrument, in composing complex notes, losing the beauty of basics and simplicity. The latter are the essence of music and the original source of aesthetism. Maybe that's why I am so obsessed with Bach, becoz of its simplicity and the touch to our basics. When I am playing Guzheng, I love the old traditional works as well. In today's concert, Chinese folk musicians love to pick up those difficult works too, neglecting the fortune of our ancesters.
     
    SpeakingSpeaking of Mozart, it comes back to my first skydeck comment, "Music is math. It was invented by Greek mathematicians in ancient Greece". It was. And that can partially explain why Germany has far more great musicians that any other countries. Bach, Brahms, Mozart, Beethovan, Shumann... So are the many great philosophers, e.g., Hegel, Schopenhauer, Kant, Nietzsche, Heidegger, and Karl Marx of course ;-P Music, Math, Philosophy, rules and framework, that pretty well describe this country and people. Amazingly, they take the best out of this seemingly rigid gift and make wonders in the respective fields. Rigidness can do good, and can do bad too (the latter need no more explanation).
     
    During today's lunch, my Mexican friends were trying to persuade me to learn Spanish. I replied, I wanna brush my German (to be exact, my German has nth to brush at all ;-P ). I learnt English, then French in college, then German at work. Over the years, only English becomes the foreign language that I can use in daily life. I once thought French was the most beautiful language and the key to the French history and culture. Learning French for 1.5 years, I still cannot use it in France, but that doesn't hinder me in appreciating its gorgeous paintings, sculptures, and architectures. Arts are countryless. Even I learnt the basic conversation in German, I can ask the salesgirl in her language, but cannot understand her answers which used much more complicated words. In the end, it always came down to English. hehe. Anyway, I suddendly have a strong desire to improve my German during this exam season. Maybe I need some catalyze during this routine weeks ;-)
     
     
     
     
     
    December 17

    Frankfurt am Main

    昨天偶然得知一个朋友明天就飞法兰克福了.回来后写信告诉她一些当地的景点, 敲打着键盘, 往事却一幕幕地浮现眼前, 似昨日重现...
     
    1. 首先, 大家熟知的法兰克福全名叫美茵河上的法兰克福, Frankfurt am Main. 原因是德国其实有两个Frankfurt, 另一个在前东德境内, 靠近柏林, 叫Frankfurt Oder. 这个德国乃至欧洲大陆的金融中心并不受德国人的偏爱. 很多人都认为它太ugly, 只因为太多的高楼, 难脱世界上任何一个金融中心的模版. 但是它又是很德国的, 因为真正的金融中心并不大,
    高楼建筑高楼建筑群也只占整个市中心的三分之一不到. 出来咋到,可能并不会觉得它很特别, 但是居住过一段时间, 你会发现它的独特之美. 首先, 法兰克福是个国际化的都市, 在街上总能听到英语, 也许只是转机的游客, 也或许只是出差到此的banker, 但是, 听到一种自己能完全明白的语言,还是倍感亲切的, hiahia. 另外,这种高楼与古典建筑的结合,在我看来是很和谐的. 所谓的高楼,只集中在很窄的区域内,并未破坏德国人一直引以为豪的传统建筑. 世界杯的时候, 这些高楼幕墙也派上了用场, 用于投放宣传短片和回顾赛事.
     
    2. 刚到没几天, 就遇上了大雪, 还真是鹅毛大雪, 积了整整有20多厘米厚. 可怜那天我正好要去Opel见一个interviewer, 下了火车, 在一个前不着村后不着店的地方, 连个出租车都没有, 只得穿着我的单鞋, 高跟, 外加套裙, 在大雪瓢泼的无人之地跋涉了半个多钟头. 到的时候, 浑身上下都已经湿透了, 觉得自己狼狈极了. 不过会谈还是蛮愉快的, 之后有拿到offer, 还跟那个面试官有过email联系. 只可惜, 我们往往最后选择的, 都不一定是当初感觉最好的.
    3.3. 莱茵河之旅: 这是一段被称作浪漫之旅的行程, 从Bingen到Koblenz的一段早以列入世界文化遗产. 不是因为莱茵河本身有多么壮观, 而是她两岸逶迤的人文风光, 移步一景, 让人流连忘返. 个人以为, 这是德国最漂亮的地方, 不得不游. 去过之后, 完全颠覆了我对德国的印象, 发现这个国家还是有相当柔情的一面, 呵呵. 当时我们从Boppard下船, 这是一个很精致的小镇, 有一对白色的双塔教堂, 后面是一个小广场, 一个喷水池, 周围是现代派的雕塑, 很别致. 还是就是那里的Bratwurst很不错, 价格便宜量又足, 难怪那么多人排着队买, 到最后连肠都卖完了.
     
    4. Food: 说到吃, 来了德国想到的无非就是香肠和猪肘. 香肠德语叫würst, 最常见的就是Bratwürst, 就是猪肉的. 法兰克福有一种自己的特色肠, 叫Frankfurter, 比一半的细长. 巧的是, 我竟然在Boston的Shaw's也能买到. 味道嘛, 当然不能相提并论了. Frankfurter就跟慕尼黑的白香肠一样, weiss würst, 是可以和一个城市联系在一起的食物. 某人一直很喜欢currywürst, 每次来都吃. 可我还是最喜欢普通的Bratwürst, 加点ketchup就ok啦. 看来我对吃还真不那么讲究. 德国还有一样我很喜欢的食物, 就是pretzel. 土吧, 是啊, 没办法, 俺是农民, 连吃都很朴素. Pretzel是一种面包的名字, 外面烤得金黄金黄得, 上面撒些盐粒, 很有"嚼头". 我喜欢chewy的食物, 所以对美国的面包很不感冒, 因为太软了, 怀念欧洲硬硬的面包. 这边的sanwich大都是软面包, 没有嚼头, 不好吃
     
    5.5. Shopping: 逛街当然就去Ziel了. 是法兰克福的商业街, 据说也是全德国销售额最大的购物街. 比较而言, 我还是更喜欢Düsseldorf的Königsalle(国王大道)或是Münich的购物街, 选择比起Ziel来是多多了, 整个面积也大很多. 不过谁叫这里是金融中心加转机中心, 有钱的人不少, 旅游的人也不少, 算下来道也占了个天时地利人和.
     
    6. 世界杯: 是2006年德国的代名词, 而法兰克福也是赛场城市之一. 有幸身临其境, 不仅感受到了德国人对足球的狂热, 更重要的是, 俺终于会看球了!! 不是说看不懂足球, 以前还是会的, 只是现在突然间发掘到足球的精髓和魅力, 那不是用规则可以解释的. 这也许就只能求助于文化来解释了, 也就是所谓的"外行看热闹, 内行看门道". 俺也还是在门外看热闹罢了, 只是比以前懂得如何去看这个热闹, 哈哈哈
     
    7. Heidelburg: 最后不得不提是海德堡, 德国为名遐迩的大学城, 欧洲医学的起源地 (怪不得我在法兰克福看的医生都医术高明得了得呀). 海德堡是二战后德国唯一保留完整得古城. 一个有趣的轶闻, 当年负责轰炸该城的美军飞行员曾经在海德堡大学学习过, 并且深爱这种城市, 所以最终没能狠心扔下炸弹. 类似的传说似乎各个国家都有. 在电影 before sunset 里面, Jesse在游船经过Notre Dame的时候说, 当年德军撤退的时候打算炸掉巴黎圣母院, 炸药都埋好了, 最后负责引爆的德国兵最终没能狠下心. 也许这就是文化的魅力. 个人在历史的辉煌面前总是脆弱和渺小的.
     
     
     

    December 15

    Mellow, lyric by Kent Bennett

    You raise your hand, professor calls on you
    We know before you do
     
    Like take Riad, he’s got something say,
    It just takes him all day
    That kid is way mellow
     
    Then Pavel says, “his point was lunacy”
    Vanessa hugs a tree,
    Jan jiggles like jello
     
    Don’t have to sit through Finance every day,
    To know what Wilkie will caveat then say,
    And Mister Pole
    You know I love you so
    That accent’s gotta go
     
    So Nate just screams, when he’s got something to say
    Nick, were you in the Navy?
    And Phoebe ain’t slow
     
    Eduoard we get…that things are cool in France
    But Scott can kill a man,
    So wrap it up, fellow
     
    But one of us…ain’t so predictable
    Each time she speaks it’s something beautiful
    You never know
    Just what she’s gonna say
    T2 don’t ever change
     
    It's true
    We know before you do
    We know before you do
    We know before you do
    We know before you do
    We know before you do
    Look how they shine
     
    You raise your hand, professor calls on you
    We know before you do
    What you’re about fellow

    It's now December - Lyric by Kent Bennett

    Posted the lyrics of two songs, by my section-mate Kent Bennett, who ran his own studio by writing scripts after consultant career. He wrote two songs and performed at the Hollidazzle, which was the most glorious part of that event.
     
    It's now December
    by Kent Bennett
     
    It’s now December and there’s reason to believe
    Section F sad record-breaking has a chance
    A hundred years of HBS and every section ‘cept for ours
    Has turned within for their romance
     
    Cause it’s one sad day up in the skydeck
    And its one more night in bed alone
    All you singles ‘fraid of section hookup...bring it home.
     
    The pale and flabby men of winter
    Ladies feeling that it’s all a lot of oysters and no pearls
    Sometimes I look around our crowded unshaved room
    And feel the pain of every F’in single girl
     
    And it’s one sad day up in the skydeck
    And it’s one more night in bed alone
    All you singles ‘fraid of section hookup...bring it home.
     
    We’ve had some almosts and a maybe,
    The trip up to Vermont and all the keg stands didn’t hurt,
    But still the winter makes you move a little slower,
    Makes you talk a little lower about the things you did not show her
     
    It’s now December and there’s reason to believe
    Section F sad record-breaking has a chance
    But ladies look at all your men in rented tuxes
    Maybe now it’s finally time for some romance
     
    It’ll be one fine day up in the skydeck
    And it’s no more nights in bed alone
    All you singles ‘fraid of section hookup...bring it home.

    Halb Zeit für Finale

    Time flies. It comes to the final exam week before I realize; Xmas is around the corner, before I can smell it; winter logistics are shouting at me before I could take care of them. Ironically the exam season is the most relaxing days for me: no need to feel guilty that I don't get time to read cases; always push myself go to bed before midnight; treat myself better by going off-campus for Japanese lunch; take long naps in the afternoon when there's no classes at all ;-) I don't know why there're still people care so much about exams. Maybe it's all about expectations. What we learn here is not only on paper; what I cherish most here is not in numbers ;-P Sometimes we cannot choose the outcomes in life; but always, we can choose the way to look at it. The latter is what we should focus on, isn't it?
    December 12

    人生难得几回糊涂

    其实就是一种洒脱
    出世与入世
    只可惜我们大部分的时候都不懂得如何取舍(trade-off是最近出现频率很高的一词)
     

          

    December 10

    Another sunny Sunday

    Another Sunny Sunday in Boston
    Entering the month of December, one still cannot feel the notorious winter of Boston
    Grass is still green; trees are swinging gently; red-brick walls reflecting the dazzling sunshine
    I wish I could be sitting in a glass-roof coffee house, reading any book but job bank or cases
    In fact, poor me again has to spend the afternoon in Baker Library, shielded from the sun and fresh air, finishing the tedious cover letters
    The cost of being lazy; or the price of coming happy holiday?
    December 03

    Skating at Frog Pond, Boston Common

    A sunny Sunday afternoon, skaters crowded on the Frog Pond in Boston Common. Joggers running by, bench-sitters sipping hot coffee, street artists performing, grandpa leading little girl to tennis court, foreigners gazing at squirrels hopping around, sunlight flooded on everyone's smiling faces. I simply like it, this sunny Sunday afternoon.
     
    Btw, i did a challenging parellel parking right across the City Hall. The two policemen nearby expressed how impressive they were about my skillful parking. haha ;-) 自恋一把, 俺的平趴技术现在是日臻成熟, 看来天天在Western Ave.上平趴也不是白练的,呵呵.当然了,小虫虫身材苗条,也是功不可没, 哈哈.
     
    p.s., forgot to bring my camera; has to copy a photo from online of the Frog Pond Skating. But there's another picture of the pond I took during summer.
     
     

     

    Thanksgiving

    It is AWESOME! First Thanksgiving on an American farm, with traditional American family gathering, and exciting adventures. Riding on a helicopter, shooting flying frisbee, climbing my four-wheel-motorcycle on a tree (lousy driver with valid Mass. licence, haha), watching deer butchering, golfing and eating...
     
    Speaking of the deer butcher, it was something that aroused my mixed feeling. After came to the States, I found that the more I think, the more I become confused. That might be the beauty of the freedom of speech (encouraging all kinds of voices). On the one side, one can argue deer hunting is the effective way to control booming number of deers, which already pose a problem to farming. On the other side, it is just sth I feel brutal and inhuame. We are all part of the value chain in nature. Luckily, human beings are at the end the chain. If hunting deers is the "legitimate" way to control deer population, why it is "illegitimate" to use it to control human population? Are deer and human different? From biological perspective, both are creature/animals; from religious view, both are created by God. But we are different, coz human beings know how to use tools, and are able to stand at the top of value chain. Darwin's "natural selection" - survival of the fittest - works here. Ironically, people tend to apply the theory to justify their action on others, but not on themselves. If Darwin's theory is universal, then wars, massacres, even terrorism can be justified as well. If this is the rule governing the development of our society, then all a country needs to do is competing in millitary power. Sorry to expand the thinking to far. Back to the deer thing, it made me refuse to eat deer meat for the rest of the holiday. However, I am still not a vegetarian. There was one presentation from a section-mate, which blaming the butchering of all kinds of animals, and appealing for vegetarianism. I was arguing then, plants have life too, but they cannot cry, or we cannot hear they crying. Does that mean we should not eat vegetables? If vegetatrian kills living plants, why cannot "carnivore" kill animals? Life is unfair; it never is. Is God's love universal? Why He creates everything, but let the surval by sacrificing, living by killing? I don't have the answer, and I am tired of going through all these reasoning. Should I just feel lucky to be on the top of value pyramid.
     
    There's an Isreali friend joining this wonderful Thanksgiving holiday. And the topic on Isreal and Palestine came in our 12-hr road drive naturally. He double confirmed that millitary is totally different from politics. In a fighting, all the solider thinks about is his brothers, his friends, and his combat partners. Nobody has time to think about the country, the justice of the war or whatever. All return to the basics, family and love. This I totally agree. Only politicians and historians have the time to iterate and reiterate on finding their reasons/execuses for wars. Jerusalem isn't the problem, which I heard couple of times; the problem is around the "right of return" for Palestinian. That is the new idea I first heard but not toally agree on. Isreal wants to veto the "right of return", on concer that each time Jews become a minority in one country, they are persecuted. They fear the history happen again, that in the Roman Empire, that in the World War II. Around us, Isreali are much more outspoken or visible in another sense. I was wondering what Palestian would say on this. Unfortunately no Palestinian students I meet so far. If they used to live in the area before Isreal was set up, why cannot they claim the right to return according to the agreement at that time? If Jews abandoned their own homeland thousands of years ago, why they have the right to return to their fatherland but Palestians cannot? Is it becoz of religion or nationalism? I have been asked many times, "Is Taiwan part of China?" My answer is always firmative "Yes". "Why?" "Because it is part of China, for thousands of years." Is it true? for thousands of years? "Taiwan became part of the China only since Zhengchenggong conquered it. What's the difference than Japanese conquering it during the war?" "If Taiwanese now do not regard themselve as part of China, why you choose for them?" Frankly speaking, I don't know how to answer these questions. And I agree they are valid questions and do make me challenge my own stance. However, I just cannot easily say Twain is not. It is, to me, like a conclusion ever since I was born. And it hurt my nationalistic feeling if someone says not. Should I embrace the different view and become so-called wide-minded? Or should I just stop thinking? Coz the more I think, the more I become confused.
     
    Sorry to put these two serious topics here under Thanksgiving title. I should say thanks too. To Matt Payne, who invited us all; to his family, who are the most nice and friendly persons I met; to all the friends who made this trip memorable ;-)
     
     
               

    Harvard - Yale Football

    It was more of a big party (tailgate) than of a game, to most of Americans. I guess I was one of the few who bought the ticket for the game, not for drinks, though I was also the few who did not understand the game. Ironic har? The game itself is said to be atypical football game, coz both teams sucks (or, Harvard football sucks more). Lousy tactics, nvr-catching-the-ball, 5-yard-kick etc. Besides the big party, the other exciting moment would be two streakings at the end of the game. Unfortunately, I missed that part ;-(